It's been a while, I guess.

I haven't done anything for a long while now, due to a number of things, but have tried to be more active as of late. The last thing I did here was post 'Ni su'cuyi, gar kyr'adyc, ni partayli, gar darasuum.'

I'm still alive, you're dead, I'll remember you, so you're eternal.

It simplifies it so easily. Someone close to me, and closer to someone whom is closer to me still, died recently, and it's... put everything into perspective.

These holidays have caused a number of things, realisations. I've lost people who can never be replaced, and gained others I wouldn't want to.


I've posted two poem/things that'd been floating about for a while, hopefully it'll attract some attention and kick-start me into more activity.




I've been neglectful, and I've put up with too much, but not any more I think. I need to sort myself out, not for myself, but for the people in my life who I need to be there for. I'd be fine as I am, just carrying on as a moving train wreck.

I've started the martial arts I dropped again, in addition to fencing. I've got a job to fall back on, in a place filled with the best people I know. I've got school work which can, and will be a challenge for me to push against. And I'll do it all, because if I'm not stronger, how can I look after them?





I'm not miserable, by the way, I just like the crying guy.